things i want my husband to know

if i ever got one,

i want you to know that i'm so grateful for you.

thanks for being there and stay with me

 

yes, this is from the eighteen years old of your wife.

i want you to know that,

you are one of the most beautiful thing in my life,

and you will always be.

i want you to know that,

i'm so sorry if i am a hard person,

and for saying the things i don't mean to.

i'm sorry for the hard times i'll give you,

for every fights.

i want you to know that,

i'm so happy to fall in love with my bestfriend,

someone that i would call,

either when i spilled my coffee on my favorite skirt,

or when my boss loves my jobs.

i want you to know that,

i'm so grateful to share my days with you,

to share my adventures,

to have someone i can tell my wildest dreams.

 

i want you to know that,

i love you for rubbing my back,

or even hair drying my hair because i'm too lazy,

i love you for doing laundry when i'm tired,

i love you for snuggle with me on a rainy day.

i love when you make me coffee.

i want you to know that,

i'm more than happy,

to get the chance to wake up next to you,

every morning,

for the rest of my life.

i want you to know that,

i love your morning voice,

i love the way you stretch your body when you wake up,

i love the way you snoore when you are so tired.

i want you to know that,

i love when you always say yes,

just to make me stop talking.

i want you to know that,

i'm more than blessed to have someone like you in my life.

thanks for proving to me that a man could stay,

i love you.

 

Things I want my teenager daughter to know.

to my future daughter,

i want you to know that i write this when i'm eighteen years old.

and yes,

i already think of you on my early age.

i want you to know,

no matter how mean i am to you

i do love you so much

and you will always be my girl.

i want you to know,

that i never wanted you to be a princess,

and waiting for a prince or knight in shining armor.

but i want you to be your own hero,

and wait for nobody,

to fight for what you want,

because i know you are able to.

because i know i'll raise a strong,

independent woman.

i want you to know that it's okay to feel broken hearted,

and you can borrow my shoulder to cry on,

and i won't judge you,

neither tell you that you are over-reacting,

because i know how it feels.

but i want you to know that you worth more than days of tears,

i want you to stand up and get better,

because i know my girl deserves someone,

who will look at her and treat her best.

i want you to know,

that you can be whatever you want,

and it is okay to fail.

 i want you to know,

that you are good enough,

and nobody should ever makes you doubt that.

i want you to know,

that i will be though to you,

just because i want you to know

that life is not a fairytale,

and there is no happy ending.

i want you to face the reality.

i want you to work on what you want,

and i want you to learn everytime you fall,

i won't always lend my hand for you

not because i don't love you,

or because i want to leave you,

but i want you to climb your way up,

and i want you to feel proud of yourself.

i want you to know,

that i have loved you before you were here,

and i love you today,

and i will always love you.

unfixable

baby,

let me tell you somethin,

broken is different with

unfixable

Reasons why I love you

1. you are there through every ups and downs.
2. you saw me at my lowest point.
3. you stay.
4. you are hard working.
5. you make me laugh, alot.
6. you always listen to my bla bla bla.
7. you held my hand alot even it's not PCC approved.
8. you always give me foods.
9. you spoil me.
10. the way you look at me, always full of love.
11. you always smile even after a bad day.
12. because you never want me to worry.
13. you always said you haven't study.
14. but i always knew you did.
15. you lie to me to make me eat.
16. you always tell me that you love me.
17. you laugh at my jokes.
18. you give me space.
19. you have your own time.
20. you introduced me to your parents.
21. you love my foods.
22. or at least you said you like it.
23. you always try to make me smile.
24. you stay awake for me.
25. even when you are super sleepy.
26. you are handsome.
27. and cute.
28. you look like a eight years old boy.
29. you can be super childish.
30. and super mature.
31. you love hugs.
32. you are so damn manja, and its adorable.
33. you planned your future.
34. and i'm in it.
35. you give me comfort.
36. and safety.
37. you are my bestfriend.
38. you are a good listener.
39. we are going to be a great crime partner.
40. you mostly say okay to what i ask.
41. you want to pet a dog.
42. because i ask. even you are afraid of dog.
43. you have a good heart.
44. we tease each other.
45. or we tease other people together.
46. you make me fall harder every single day.
47. you eat veggies for me.
48. you like to disuapin.
49. you are the most adorable creation.
50. you are the ternyebelin
51. we love good grades.
52. but always act like we don't care.
53. we do stupid things.
54. i can trust you.
55. you learned from your mistakes.
56. i am the only girl you treat differently 
57. you eat banana.
58. you said im not fat

to the one I've never met

eighteen years have passed by in my life

and I've been wondering

where were you?

what kind of people you are?

have you ever thought of me?

or wondering where i was?

or how i have been doing my whole life?

or have you ever wondered, 

what kind of woman i am right now?

or wish that you were here with me,

watching me as i grow up.

and maybe,

just maybe,

i can make you proud

i can make you look at me and say

"That's my girl"
i wish there is someone
who looks at me and think that way too

do you ever wish you were there,
sending me to school on my first day,
when i finally could rode my bicycle,

 that you were there on my graduation day,

or walking me down the aisle on my wedding day.
have these things ever crossed your mind?

i used to sit alone when i was a child,
seeing other kids my age
getting picked up by their parents.
where were you?

people say 'forever Daddy's little princess'
no one ever calls me that,
and i don't think i'll ever got the chance
 to feel like that.

lose

isn't it scares you?

when you fall in love with someone,

you start to listen to their favorite songs.

and under your conscious,

it keeps playing over and over inside your mind.

you ordered their favorite coffee,

and slowly it became your favorite.

you used to hate the rain,

but you saw them dancing,

 and playing with the puddles.

and you started to love it.

isn't it scares you?

when you're in love,

you try to learn about the.

and without you noticing,

you lose a part of you.

 

you choose

the moment you saw her,

you're going to feel something.

you're going to feel like she's more.

baby maybe you're right,

maybe she was something more.

she's going to ruin your favorite song,

or she's going to make you love to sit 

in the corner of the coffee shop.

you choose

p.c